Jensen's Due Date

Yesterday was my son's due date. I woke up this morning and as I getting ready for work, I realized that I should have been up half the night feeding my son. I should be done working for the school year. But I am going to work and I did sleep through the night.
I know that the end of this blog should have happened two entries ago. In a way I feel that once all the steps are taken and done and over with, he will be forgotten. If I continue to make entries then he's still remembered. New people find my blog everyday and read his story.
We buried Jensen yesterday. It was a small gathering - just immediate family. There were no words spoken. My husband and I knelt on the ground and placed him in the plot. I couldn't cry. The tears just wouldn't come. I was too angry.