Thank You

I believe that Friday's memorial service for Jensen was another important step in the whole healing process. I initially didn't want to go. I was crying in the corner of our bedroom when my husband found me. He told me what I already knew...I had to go. We had to say goodbye.

Although I'm not 100 percent, and maybe I never will be, I do feel better. There were so many friends and family at the service and so many more that just weren't able to be there in person. We want to at least say thank you to all of the blog readers who have been so supportive throughout the whole process. Thank you.

Our Baby

Jensen passed away early sometime this week. I delivered him on Thursday, March 6th. My husband and I were given the opportunity to see and hold our baby son. Jensen has my nose, his father's lips and chin. He has dark hair like his brother. I imagine he has bright blue eyes like Jared and me and a softness like his dad's.
In the 7 short months that I carried Jensen, I learned more about love, forgiveness, faith, and letting go than I have the other 29 years of my life.

Read Monday's TIMES NEWS for memorial service information.